Drowning

Whatsapp_image_2020-05-09_at_6.01.54_am__2_by LJ.04 Sep 2020

I can only imagine how it would be if we were together right now
In the same bed, under the same roof
You'll take your side and I'll be pushing away from mine
And if I needed you, you would need me
I'll keep it in, you won't hear the cries
My tears will soak up the pillow
Only to my side
And yours would be dry and warm
Comfy for you to fall so deep
Lose track of time
I'll count the seconds meanwhile
Yet love you like I loved you the first time
And you may wake up tomorrow
To find your side floating in
The chaos of what belonged to me drowned in
Would you still blame it on me?
Would you finally give in?