Only here for the moment

Cam00730by Beautiful Felon23 Feb 2014

Your'e an anarchy fan or you crave the unwanted attention from this fucked up world, letting your mind heart and soul become poisoned by the pain from one little girl less than a woman she wont even amount to the shit she's talkin behind your back and for some reason the strength to tell you what i feel inside is something i lack, I understand im only here for the moment and that it helps to have someone to talk too, it makes it hard to listen to your troubles when I want so badly to take the pain from you, yea i realize ive made mistakes in my life that lead me down some pretty gnarly roads, whos to say exactly which path to take how can they determine the outcome of where it goes? its hard to get this fact through my head that you sometimes know me better than me, without hesitation i let you into my world and looked you straight in the eyes so you'd feel my energy, because its only as powerful as the passion you put into it, i dont wanna look back in 10 years and hate myself cuz im not shit, but i like the way you look at me when youre trying to figure it all out, and the voices you do to make me laugh when im giving into my own self doubt, you know you've made me happy i know i left some kind of impact on you too, I just wish I had the ability to replace people as fast as you do, so i was only there for a moment and within that moment my feelings grew strong, but why does it take more than a moment for me to realize my feelings were wrong?....