Monsters Eyes (1/23/2012)

Cam00730by Beautiful Felon26 Mar 2014

My head hurts again,
I cant sleep again,
I cant eat I cant think,
I cant see anyone as a friend,
I'm tired of waking up,
so tired of wanting to give up,
I'm not the strong little girl you raised,
I'm not the mom my son use to praise,
I'm a sergeant who carried two boys for you,
I don't see how you love me any more than you do,
time is fading my life is degrading I've become the Monster
I myself despise,
for now I see a total failure instead of the Mother I use to see
with my eyes......