Just being there

F43245fc-1d32-42da-a34b-23aa5fa3106aby Protector Citadel24 May 2018

From so close to so far
Why these moments felt strange
Being there was painful as someone snatched the soul out of my body
How long I keep believing in this existence
Nothing seems real in life
I have learned to live with the pain
Every time I experience new mysteries of life
Wish I would have not existed for just being there