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10600587_10204764587811044_3323353174422219428_nby Devin Mitchell Durbin19 Sep 2013

Never loved,
But always have been.
Self built denial
Filled with doubt.

Longing for intimacy
Searching in everyone
To the point of need
You'd change
Yourself.

You see it
In everyone
Especially those
Who hold you up
When you fall.

It's wrong to you.
Because you'd
Bring them down
With you.

You imagine
Yourself
the object
Of your longing
As replacement.