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I Don't Need You Anymore.

10600587_10204764587811044_3323353174422219428_nby Devin Mitchell Durbin23 Jul 2013

This is where I hold my breath,
And take a dive, for one last test;
My heart beats, for me
To swim from sea to sea
And reach up from the ocean
And leap forth to the balcony
And stare upon the world
Screaming.

I’ve written some sad songs
And I prayed someday
Someone would sing along,
And I always had it in my mind,
That someone would be you.

But, this is where I hold my breath,
And take a dive, for one last test;
My heart beats, for me
To swim from sea to sea
And reach up from the ocean
And leap forth to the balcony
And stare upon the world
Screaming.

So I find myself with a head full of heartache
And I’ve got nowhere else to turn,
And I followed in your footsteps,
And I tried to take control.
All I did was fall out of focus,
And fell from the clouds
Straight back to Earth;
And all I wanted was your touch,
And your taste, and your breath
All I wanted was your attention
All I needed was your love,
And here I am with seven months
And a few mike’s under my belt
A bottle of vodka and my guts
Spewed across the floor.
I’ve lain awake naked in the tub
Washing away my sins
And I think somehow deep down
I just wanted to be dead,

But, this is where I hold my breath,
And take a dive, for one last test;
My heart beats, for me
To swim from sea to sea
And reach up from the coean
And leap forth to the balcony
And stare upon the world
Screaming.
“I Don’t Need Her anymore.”
I don’t need you anymore.