I was working out, and this song "You should have Killed Me When You Had the Chance" came on by ADTR. It started me thinking how during this second work out session it was harder than the first, but, that I was done letting myself be defeated, and that if Satan, or my old self, wanted me to fail so much they should have ended it, they should have known that eventually I would be fed up with all of it, and that I would be ready to fight for my life, for my rights, and to be free to pursue God with all of my being.