by El 21 Aug 2013
Tonight I’m wasting tears over body fat.
The two are probably related.
Slit my sides and watch the lead drip from my wasted veins.
I hate my body so fucking much.
If I could strangle the fat I would.
I’m trying desperately to be so much more. A constant dissapointment to myself and to everyone who surrounds me. Coming across as a dirty whore. A food slut.
Stop offering me solutions from your perfect platform of intellect.
If only I could sleep tonight.