self ridicule

Pz-avatarby muse10 Nov 2015

I've doubted yup my own damn self,

Question my own integrity,
subconsciously and deliberately,
I've succumb to negativity,

Dejected my own health,

Decimated my dignity,
perpetual motion inexplicably,
The laws of inertia had me
Trapped within this vicinity,

Isolation what I felt,

Lured by the epitomes,
grouped up individually,
I tried to get rid of me
mentally not physically,

Like time I could tell,

Spiritually to the cosmos,
Insane not clinically,
Sporadic thoughts obese
Had to diet my muscle memory,
Livid it was clear
I could see nothing so vividly,

It was hell killing me
Until I decided to let go.