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depression and an ego

A Peg (or Two)

Slovby alva20 Dec 2014

Finding out something

I never wanted to know

But I searched for the answer

As if my delusion would protect me

It always has, hasn’t it?

My whole outlook on most things

Are smokescreens

I believe in nothing except daydreams

What was once plausible seems ridiculous

Why do I have so much belief in

Something which always lets me down?

Something I expect can just turn things around

The big surprise

The “look at me now!”

Forgetting that that something built from gold

Will always crumble into sand

I have far too much faith in my own hands

And head

Alive? I don’t believe anything I once thought anymore

I might be dead