PTSD

Pz-avatarby Moshe Belinsky16 Mar 2020

A scream that echoes and rifles that fiercely beat,
Another sleepless night, please god tell me why?
No more I beg of you; from this nightmare let me retreat,
I'm sorry and let out a sigh,

Why did you choose me to enter last?
Was it fate, or a roll of the dice?
Everything went so fast,
That I couldn't even say goodbye as they entered paradise,

I go to my dresser and pull out a pack,
In it standing soldiers in a row,
Patiently wait to attack,
They will eventually go blow by blow,

I take a look in the mirror; before I turn out the light,
Knowing that when I close my eyes, I will return to the fight .