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"If I gave you a gift, would you receive it?"
I don't expect too many "love its" on this one.
This is messy and raw and my response to Heaven's Treasure.
But its not over...

Earth's Trash

Fdf5205c-8b5b-4da8-a6dc-63fe28d680a9by Billy J. Stewart29 Apr 2014

I look for you, but I cannot find,
I feel like the straggler that gets left behind.
I long to know what you think about me,
But I cannot believe what my eyes let me see.
I crush everything, in defiance of you,
As I brace for the fist, I expect coming through.
I read all your words, but they fly over my head,
Missing my heart, and it feels like I’m dead.
I live in the fear of our meeting one day,
I really don’t know what I’m going to say.
What am I called, this man full of shame?
I don’t even know if you gave me a name.
My life is a vapour that is gone in a flash,
I am rotting to bits, I am part of Earth’s Trash.
I am rotting to bits, I am part of Earth’s Trash.