Restless

this is not enough anymore
how was it ever enough?

I have to get out

of this

It’s 3:50 and I’m still reading old messages

How could we look so perfect but feel so wrong?

you were too patient with me. i don’t think I ever apologized

i just - never understood. I

I just want I just want I just want I just want

Deep breaths. Two seconds of silence in my

It’s 5 am. Really, it is.

I’m sleep-deprived, but I stayed up anyway.

I have work tomorrow,

I know it’s just the exhaustion

parts of me
most of me - just hanging by a thin
string.

I