The world is spinning

Whatsapp_image_2019-03-24_at_16.04.23__1_by Jessica Hopkins26 Apr 2019

"The world is spinning"

and you're not here to
to ground me, to tell me it's okay,

always.

The world is spinning --

and I want to tell you why. And how
the second I know
the second I find out.

i wish i could tell you
you
made me
better.

you made me more.
and
now i miss

lying next to you on the bed as your shirt
lifted above your stomach, revealing

the pale skin and

the sheer vulnerability
that made me want you,

but not enough --

The world is spinning:

won't you come back

to lay here with me,

just
watch?