two seconds

Whatsapp_image_2019-03-24_at_16.04.23__1_by Jessica Hopkins14 Nov 2019

I just want I just want I just want I just want

Deep breaths. Two seconds of silence in my head.

I want my keyboard to not autocorrect my words, because it makes me scream

I can’t stop

screaming. I can’t sleep. I’m so tired

I’m so tired

I just want to feel okay with myself

I just want to not be treated like this, it’s too much, every day. I want a day off —

I want to not fall into a sinking hole of depression

during that day .