by Jessica Hopkins14 Nov 2019
this is not enough anymore
how was it ever enough?
I have to get out
of this room, of this thinly knotted web
that don’t make me happy
Life just wasting away everyday
through nonsense and rooms that feel distant
books that won’t save me from the heartbreak, the world
From the loss.
Impossibly — i need to go. Escape this dirty oxygen, this polluted mind,
this city. this city that I can’t see as
These people, myself —- because it’s just a show now
a facade for a dissatisfied self