by Yat Tan28 Jun 2014
Another day for living.
Up with different thoughts and changing ideas of what it should be filled with.
A second would be nice.
Perhaps one that is trustworthy.
Taking leads and knows when support is most desired. Adaptable to situations when those needs arise.
A knowledgeable maker and troubleshooter.
I knew what that was like.
Then He who knows best let him go.
I still recall the purposefulness even after 10yrs absence. But now, it ain't that way and it doesn't feel nice.
So I will have to work with what I got, me.
I will have take courage and approach these conditions. Expressing, solving, supporting, entrusting, being what others need from me.
I was given the strength to start and I can pray for more to continue.
Then I can wait upon Him and if it is His will, it shall be done.
Already believing in the One I should proceed.
Leaving the worries of 1st and 2nd seconds behind.
Step out in faith, letting His guidance lead my final days.